“I still rebel and complain against God…
How I wish I knew how to go where he is…
I have searched in the East, but God is not there;
I have not found him when I searched in the West.
God has been at work in the North and the South,
but still I have not seen him….
He will fulfill what he has planned for me;
that plan is just one of the many he has…
Almighty God has destroyed my courage.
It is God, not the dark, that makes me afraid –
even though darkness has made me blind.”