I had hoped that after the election, my mind and heart would rest, but alas, there is still a trembling in me. Awake about 2, I am up at 3, the first time in a while since my sleep was so disturbed.
I had hoped that after the election, the news would be less frightening, but alas, it is more so. I had hoped that the hateful, divisive rhetoric would fade. But it seems that the former president doesn’t have a corner on hate and divisiveness. We are hearing it from the top of the heap, from those who crave to lead rather than to serve.
I had hoped my fear that there could be a civil war would prove to be silly nonsense, overreaction, naïve, but alas, each day I see and hear things that support the possibility. Those who would choose to fight such a war are well armed. Those of us whom they would want to defeat tend not to be.
I had hoped that my government could return to the path of “forming a more perfect union”, but alas, it is disunity that becomes glaring. It seems almost like some get a high on hate and disunity. Having an enemy makes one feel stronger. I have not doubt that to some, I would be the enemy.
Where is hope? My heroes are those who treasure life, who speak of a language of non-violence, of listening and cooperation. Some of these are Jesus of Nazareth, Mahatma Gandhi, Peace Pilgrim, Mother Theresa and Martin Luther King. There are heroes among us today. I have found some of them and I eat their words like honey on warm toast. Comfort food for my soul.
I thought to share a favorite passage from the sacred scriptures as I seek hope on this early winter morning. May it stir hope in you today:
I may be able to speak the languages of men and even of angels,
but if I have no love, my speech is no more than a noisy gong or a clanging bell.
I may have the gift of inspired preaching:
I may have all knowledge and understanding all secrets:
I may have all the faith needed to move mountains-
but if I have no love, I am nothing.
I may give away everything I have,
and even give up my body to be burned-
but if I have no love, this does me no good.
Love is patient and kind;
it is not jealous or conceited or proud;
love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable;
love does not keep a record of wrongs;
love is not happy with evil,
but is happy with the truth.
Love never gives up: and its faith, hope, and patience never fail.
Love is eternal.
There are inspired messages,
but they are temporary:
there are gifts of speaking in strange languages,
but these will cease;
there is knowledge, but it will pass.
For our gifts of knowledge and of inspired messages are only partial;
but when what is perfect comes,
then what is partial will disappear.
When I was a child,
my speech, feelings and thinking were all those of a child;
now that I am a man,
I have no more use for childish ways.
What we see now is like a dim image in a mirror;
then we shall see face-to-face.
What I know now is only partial:
then it will be complete-
as complete as God’s knowledge of me.
Meanwhile, these three remain:
faith, hope and love;
and the greatest of these is love.
I Corinthians 13
Thank you for the readings today, Judy.
Error in self correct: Somehow we’ve weathered and witnessed…
Thank you for your heart felt thoughts, Judy! Mary Oliver begins her poem The Buddha’s Last Instruction with the words, “Make of yourself a light…”. Amanda Gorman invited us to do the same in her beautiful poem The Hill We Climb: “And yet the dawn is ours/ before we do it/ Somehow we’ve wears here’d and witnessed/ a nation that isn’t broken/ but simply unfinished…/For there is always light,/ if only we’re brave enough to see it/ If only we’re brave enough to be it.” You ARE the light others are looking for, Judy! We missed you at the Wednesday night MOCB gathering-I missed hearing your wisdom and heart sharing. I hold your intentions in prayer this morning!
Thank you, Dianne.